Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Tick Tock Tick Tock xD

Lol? Am i excited? Lol i don't expect much at all, and whats your plan???? Small crowd please....? Arghh im gonna sleep!!! Blerk!!! =P

I really hoped she's here... And i hope she wants to be here...
All i want for christmas is her!!!

Im an idiot..

LOL? I just cant stop being an immature ass that keeps on making my fiends pissed off espeacially my mates.. Im thinking wheater i got disturb her on her life now.. Since that accident.. I just cant stop flashing back that moment even i looked like got over it but its tough week for me.. Just damn tough.. Im immature, yet im trying to looked happy, smiling and doing whatever which i feels right, which is damn immature...

Swt, u know what?? I dont care! Im gonna move it and be a better person! This is what i swear! This is what i promised myself, i never abandon my friends! I will never push her aside in my life, I'd never said those things to her again (which got her emo-ed the whole day) <-- Im sorry T.T

And i wanna think less about my life.. Dowanna cause so many problems in my head, before there are problems... Im stupid, Im idiot..... Argh spank me! (lol this was for joke only xD)

Im missing her so much now.. She's not feeling well =( and I can't be there for her..
All I want for christmas is her!!

Sunday, December 21, 2008

Random Pics Session.. w/o myself XP

With my family XD Includes, my mum, bro, aunts and a bowl of tong sui lol..













Lol during mcD outing...











p/s wengsum, know u cool la.... swt =)
















Further studies....?

Swt.. Now im in real dilema... At first, to have a easier study place to get my degree at Curtin, Perth. But now, actualy on friday, i got a call from AusEd, that Monash also offered me a pathway course, quite similar to Curtin however, everyone knows that Monash is not only a small universiti.. To enter directly from SAM, TER required is 90 for my course, my gosh how can i reach that?? If and only if, i entered this university, can i pass my diploma exams?? I really got demotivated by alot of things around me now.. I really cant decide, my mum just payed 100AUSD to register me in Monash.. How?? How?? Should I take Monash? or Curtin?
Lol i really wish to stay Malaysia longer la.. Why my parents wants me to chiao so early??

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Im back =)

Move it Move it!!
I just gotta move!! Hey im just fine... Just worried my pals espeacially the one that suffering pain on his shoulder now..
Another thing that im worrying is.. her... Gosh, I really wanna go n meet her!!

Sleepless Nights + Accident + SAM results + Friends got hurt

My 1st story will be a sad story yea =(
At 1st i was not feeling well at all, restless, sick, tired, time packed schedule, then makes me reach to a point that i actually met an accident around Jelapang highway enterence area there...
I was SPEEDinggggg in fact so fast that i really wish to wash my problems away... It was cool though maintaining that speed until that 90 degree turn, that i really didnt notice n it was too fast, way too fast, n forcefully fully turn the steering to the end and BANG! Eventually "drifted" according to my mates, and banged on a divider and slows me down, not completely but continue my journey to the place... It hurts, i got my head and shoulder banged hard on the door, but i really felt so sorry for 2 of my best friends.. Lk, and david... Lk got his head hit somewhere, and David, OMG! He didnt tell me anything actually until i actually viewed his blog and i feel im really a sucker in everything.. He got his shoulder and his shoulder blade hurt like hell until he have to request for body checkups for this bones, joints, etc... arghh what i had done... He was seated at the back seat without back seatbelt! Argh what i had done... The car?? Cant describe anymore... No internal injuries on the car, but the outer part @@ the person who i send to promised it should not over 4 digits.. ouch... Sorry to my parents... Seriously, i won't drive anymore unless really necessary, so come over my house n grab my car out instead...

SAM gosh, after the accident, my results are out.. Really covered with dissapointment... Cant enter the university that i desired... I think both offer will eventually got rejected la.. According to the Aus-Ed agency, the best way for me now is to change to another easier course, or get into advanced diploma.. I guess the second choice is the best la, still entering universities, are depending on another exams.. Sighs.. From NewCastle to RMIT, Melbourne and now to Curtin Collge, Perth. This is hard for me you know... Everything is not just in a week, but in 3days, just shortly 3days... 3days ago i was jumping around and happy go lucky... Now? Im just a goner..

Luckily she's there for me....

Another Lame Blogger is born!!

Yea im lame yet, i wish to blog =P dunno la, just feel so, maybe got motivated by somebody?? XD
Actually, this blog had been created since last year, but i lazy to touch it =P so its reborn!! wee.. and i cant believe it on today...

Im gonna post my stories soon ^^