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Well its Tuesday! Boo.. Means it's server maintenance for WoW. Well, my internet is being bad to me anyway. LK kill was a fail the other night, just because 1 person didn't turn up cause of some girlfriend's pet issue (meh...). Moving on, I woke up late today, after a long deep sleep that rest my almost-48 hour marathon-of-nothingness. Rain and windy today, but not that cold, surprisingly. Went to have some dinner at mackers with Philson, expecting to see Sam as well, but too bad, he gotta go.

Back home, checked out the new time table, not that bad except for Thursday which will have a 4 hour break in between and that day ends at 6pm. After that, felt bored and actually opened up my PC and install both my external hard disk into my PC. Took awhile, since had some power management and cable management (as usual..).

Everything is fine now. Gonna hit some Garena, get a shower and head to bed.

Hey! A bright new day appears.

Well currently the World Cup Finals is going on but I'm passing it and lying on my bed now, sleeping soon while watching anime. Current anime... Kateikyoshi Hitman Reborn!. It's awesome except those random episodes where it's just pointless and random-nothing-to-do-with-story episodes. Before this I was in WoW, attempting Lich King(10man) fight but it was a fail. Though we are making progress and will continue it tomorrow.

Once I wake up, I'll see if I can get up and meet Li Wen and the gang for the outing. However I don't feel so well to be honest, thanks to my random sleeping pattern that I'm having throughout the holidays. Lol, I missed you guys so much, so I'll try to make it. Well, if I can't make it, I'll go to Chaddy or Clayton for some grocery shopping.

Weeks ago, David sent me a text and yes, it's still in my mind and soul bro. I miss you too, the fun, the awesome times we had back then.

There's also another person I missed too, though I worry that she's hurting herself too much recently. Let me finish my point here, she's not an emo and won't stab, rip, stab, stab herself. She's just having too much issue around her and all I could do is sit and watch, Kent, you're pathetic and if this person happened to read this, don't worry, cause I'll be there for you.

Turn Around and Walk Away

Happy birthday!

Now, I would like to wish happy birthday to my bro, Nicholas Lee which turning 22 today! Well, sorry that I didn't prepare any presents for you but I promise I'd make up for it and I really hope that I can see you someday soon, cause I didn't seek you when I back to Malaysia.

Kent

Muahaha...

Well, today is an ordinary hikikomori day to me. I missed an exam paper viewing session without any reason. Hmm, I stayed in my own room for the whole day, and out of sudden, I just took out some book and do some reading. While I'm reading, something random came up to my mind, and made me think about what I did during my past, and I compared to my present and gave a thought about my future; if I stayed this way of life.
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha! Hate me, no one will give mercy, no one will pity, no one will sympathy this pathetic jackass in the universe.

I'm off,
Heading the cliff.

21st of September

Why bothered to make maple night where you promised to talk to him? Go enjoy yourself and talk to him the whole night la. I don’t want to be in the situation where I have to keep quiet at the side, playing maple, whilst you are happily chatting right beside me. I don’t want to be in that awkward situation. I just want to be alone.

Leave me alone.

16th of September

Sentences keep on popping up in my mind for the past few seconds. I had come to a point where I don’t feel my life plays a role anymore. An advice told by Mr. Eugene Quah, says that ‘as an adult, we will face limitless amount of people, whether its friends, subordinates or superior. The key thing to ensure your life is valuable and meaningful is to keep your level of confidence up while ensuring they trust whatever you are doing.’ I am different; I acted the other way round. I put myself at the lowest possible position among everything. Now I’m lost. My mind now starts thinking about conspiracies that despises people like me. I keep on feel that I am suiciding with a knife stabbed right to my heart. Days and night, the imagination is so rich where I even know how I’m going to react and feel. What happen if this imagination turns real? Seriously, I’m hoping that there is an ‘offline meeting’ like in the anime ‘NHK ni youkoso’. That would be the best resolution for me.
Bye.

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