Turn Around and Walk Away

Happy birthday!

Now, I would like to wish happy birthday to my bro, Nicholas Lee which turning 22 today! Well, sorry that I didn't prepare any presents for you but I promise I'd make up for it and I really hope that I can see you someday soon, cause I didn't seek you when I back to Malaysia.

Kent

Muahaha...

Well, today is an ordinary hikikomori day to me. I missed an exam paper viewing session without any reason. Hmm, I stayed in my own room for the whole day, and out of sudden, I just took out some book and do some reading. While I'm reading, something random came up to my mind, and made me think about what I did during my past, and I compared to my present and gave a thought about my future; if I stayed this way of life.
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha! Hate me, no one will give mercy, no one will pity, no one will sympathy this pathetic jackass in the universe.

I'm off,
Heading the cliff.

21st of September

Why bothered to make maple night where you promised to talk to him? Go enjoy yourself and talk to him the whole night la. I don’t want to be in the situation where I have to keep quiet at the side, playing maple, whilst you are happily chatting right beside me. I don’t want to be in that awkward situation. I just want to be alone.

Leave me alone.

16th of September

Sentences keep on popping up in my mind for the past few seconds. I had come to a point where I don’t feel my life plays a role anymore. An advice told by Mr. Eugene Quah, says that ‘as an adult, we will face limitless amount of people, whether its friends, subordinates or superior. The key thing to ensure your life is valuable and meaningful is to keep your level of confidence up while ensuring they trust whatever you are doing.’ I am different; I acted the other way round. I put myself at the lowest possible position among everything. Now I’m lost. My mind now starts thinking about conspiracies that despises people like me. I keep on feel that I am suiciding with a knife stabbed right to my heart. Days and night, the imagination is so rich where I even know how I’m going to react and feel. What happen if this imagination turns real? Seriously, I’m hoping that there is an ‘offline meeting’ like in the anime ‘NHK ni youkoso’. That would be the best resolution for me.
Bye.

Post deleted due to usage of explicit words.

Tagged by David

1.What kind of song you usually listen to?
Anything, basically anything.

2.Name 10 of your favourite singers(Solo/Band)
1.Linkin Park
2.Avenged Sevenfold
3.Taylor Swift
4.Secondhand Serenade
5.Katy Perry
6.Adam Lambert
7.Lily Allen
8.The Killers
9.The Script
10.Lady GaGa

3.What makes you like a song.
Lyrics

4.Most favourite clubbing songs
No idea what's playing in clubs.

5.Other than english songs, do you listen to song in other language
Japanese Anime Soundtracks, Chinese songs recommended by friends, Malay/Indon (last time)

6.Do you listen to chinese songs
Sometimes

7.Open your player and press next until it goes to a chinese song and write it down.
No chinese songs in my directory though

8.Do you know what is the meaning of the song
=|

9.Do you like the song
=|

10.Press next again , write down the song.
Lady GaGa - Summerboy

11.Do you buy original album or download songs illegally
Bought everything from iTunes

12.Based on question 2, according to the list name the your favourite song sang by the singer/band.
You should ask earlier you know!
1.Points of Authority
2.Unbound (The Wild Ride)
3.White House
4.Suppose
5.One of The Boys
6.No Boundaries
7.Not Fair
8.When You Were Young
9.Before The Worst
10.Brown Eyes

13.Now tag 10 friends of yours.

1.Lau Kong
2.Juanita
3.Ashvinii
4.Chia Ming
5.Suet Yeng
6.Lavinia
7.Zetty
8.Mun Yee
9.Ivana
10.David (Ran out of idea)

14.Hard Part, find a song for each ot them.

1.Maybe - Secondhand Serenade
2.La La Land - Demi Lovato
3.Perfect Love - Hillsong United Youth
4.Perfect Love - Hillsong United Youth
5.Lonely No More - Rob Thomas
6.Dare You to Move - Switchfoot
7.I Will Remember You - Ryan Cabrera
8.Love Today - MIKA
9.Love Today - MIKA
10.Helena - My Chemical Romance

15.Last Question.Dedicate a song to all.
Her Morning Elegance - Oren Lavie
Don't Trust Me -3OH!3

Feeling so old, and far away from fantasies when looking at people experiencing things that I used to do, think, fantasize, dream.

Haha, what the hell, these words can come out from a person like me. Player sia!

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Just took this test in curious.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Maybe

Light

Currently, Kent had seen the light, and walking towards it

Kent =)

There is a boy...

There is a boy, who claims to be abused by his parents, every day and night. He swore to himself that he will fight for those who got abused in their home. But when he grew up, he turned into a successful adult and he has a family. He got charged for child abuse. No matter how much he hate child abuse, fought for child abuse, he, eventually turned up to another child abuser due to the revenge that he wants to pay to his parents.

This story originally told by Lau Kong, Chee but I just feel like telling this out.


Cause, I'm no difference....


Kent

Secondhand Serenade - Your Call

Breathe - Taylor Swift (ft. Colbie Caillat)

'Kent, look at me... SMILE!! =)'

Wishes to everyone

Right now, Kent is here to hope everyone will do these following things.

1)Enjoy life, and live your life
2)Ask yourself, things that you should do and just do it
3)Go out of where you are looking at this post, start talking to people you know and tell them how much you appreciate them
4)Balance life with some activities; not just being a couch potato and stay at home.

Kent, Ooi

Decisions....

Everyone always face tough decisions to pick and might even regretting picking the wrong one. For me, yes I am, facing a big problem, choosing which path I should take. This blog is not meant for asking readers' opinions but just to express my feelings. Now I would like to say, I MIGHT choose to leave this place. To be honest, this place seriously is not meant for me. I'm just an outsider here, facing huge issues coping with things over here. Maybe I'm just can't be independent enough to face all these things yet but what I can say is, I'm proud of myself that I faced this before. Seriously, Australia had left me with tonnes of scars that I don't wish to have. I'm not that type of person that actually can stand up straight after I fell. Call me pussy or BFLV or primary school childish minded or whatever you want, this is Kent. This is just me, I can't move on. I want to leave Australia and return home to Malaysia, as soon as I have sufficient qualifications to enter a decent university in Malaysia. The best I can aimed for is getting into Monash, Malaysia campus which requires all my best shots that I can do now. Or I'll just slack and get into UTAR next year.

Screaming for once and for all, never again and never get involved again.
Kent, Reverting.

Tagged by Suet Yeng

1. Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
Neck

2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Sighs

3.Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
No idea already

4.Would you consider yourself spoiled?
Yes

5.Will you ever donate blood?
No, don't even know my blood group.

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yes

7.Do you want someone to be dead?
No

8.What does your last text message say?
'Ok', from David

9.What are u thinking right now?
Empty

10. Do you want someone to be with you now?
Yes

11.What was the time you went to bed last night?
Slept without checking the time (2~3am I guess)

12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
Damn old tee, got no idea where I got this already

13.Is someone on your mind right now?
No, this is what I can answer.

14.Who was the last person who text you?
David

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz.
1. David
2. Lau Kong
3. Ashvinii
4. Suet Yeng
5. Chia Ming
6. Jay Wyn
7. Weng Sum
8. Mun Yee
9. Ivana
10. Lavinia

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
Not in relationship (as I know)

16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
Female

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together, would it be a good?
They are good friends already

18. What is no.1 studying about?
Getting into university soon

19. when was the last time you chatted with them?
1. Yesterday night
2. Quite some time ago
3. Quite some time ago
4. Last week
5. Few days ago
6. Quite some time ago
7. Quite some time ago
8. Quite some time ago
9. Quite some time ago
10. Quite some time ago

20. Is no. 4 single?
No

21. Say something about no.2.
One of my supportive bro, studying in Nilai and getting a rig soon.

22.What do you think about no. 2 and no. 6 being together?
They are good friends already.

23. Describe no.9.
Hope the best on your 'change'

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight?
Clash of two geniuses!

25. Do you like no.8?
Yes, maybe.. Just friends.

Past week

Since last week, I've been doing a lot of things, as in.. a lot!

What I've done last week, (in order)
1)Found someone special that actually thinks that I'm weird
2)Done first trimester in Monash College
3)Joined friends to heaps of fun, right after exams
4)Felt care that I wished for
5)Met a family filled with warmth and laughter where I missed
6)Lost

What I'm gonna do this week, (random order)
1)Do some shopping
2)Go Tasmania to visit my friend and as a trip with friends
3)Think about something, decide if I have to
4)Stop sulking

Ps: I wrote this is not according to my feeling, but this is according to what I actually should do and face it. =)

You and I Both - Jason Mraz

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
all things are gonna happen naturally
And taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in the lines

And the bright lights turn tonight
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just dreamed of
others only read of..
the love.. the love that i love

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages for words
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive

cause you and I both, loved
what you and I, spoke of.
and others just read of.
and if you could see me now.
oh love love.
you and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
more importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

cause you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well than I'm almost finally out of
well I'm almost finally finally.
oh i am free

and it's okay if you had go away
oh just remember the telephones where they both work in m both ways
but if I never ever hear them ring
if nothing else I'll think the bells inside
have finally found you someone else and that's okay
cause I'll remember everything you were saying

you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see me now

28th May

Hmm, this is muy first time that I actually blogged using another person's laptop. This laptop is quite cool and easier to type compared to mine =P

Nah, I just feel like telling out that my exams is in hours away (can't really tell the time, where the clock itself is blocked by a note written 'DON'T LOOK' lol) and I'm just not in the mood to study anymore =D

Just that, yesterday I really had my best chat in my life, where I can actually freely speak out anything I can think of and the only the funny thing is, I found that we do have something in similar (but dun think the other way round) Just felt that I'm actually so fortunate to have such friend that I met here.

Kent, Not touching this laptop anymore.

Wooohooooo

Yes!! I just formatted my laptop(GREAT THANKS TO MOSES!!), backup media files in a new hard disk, registered iTunes (means that I'm not a pirate anymore!) and made some shopping!! Whew! This is fun but yet pain lol.. Anyway, I won't be enjoying anymore cause exams is coming!! I must start studying!! But now really feel like released everything away from my head already and its really give me a better condition for me to do things that I have to do.

Kent =)
p/s for those who got disappointed, please allow me to apologize for what I've done, and I promise that I will not touch it anymore.

Not in the mood

Sighs, just as stated in the title. Just not in the mood to update, furthermore I don't really think anyone will read it anymore, due to my stupidity.

Kent

Kent vs Me

I'm so sorry for those who read my previous blog and tell me not to smoke. Seriously thanks for all of your care and I wanna tell all of you, I'm not anymore! Its just trying out and believe it or not, I wanna blame it on depression from everything around me here. Sometimes, I do really wish that I could fly back to my very home stay in my very home and being lazy as usual. But come to think over it, I CAN'T JUST WASTE MY LIFE LIKE THIS?! So, I'll stand up now, looking ahead and do the things that I am responsible for. I was shocked about the chat last night, and I'm filled with guilt on my both ex girlfriend's for what I've done to them. I've changed them, as I initially thought to. But I just end up dumping them letting them alone, covered in misery and tears. I'm just another jerk anyway, so now, I will tell myself and I will hold to this, I won't get into another relationship anymore, cause I found it I'm just selfish for people's care but I'll end up doing nothing for them. Kent don't deserve this care, so I'll stop myself from hurting anyone, anymore. I can't move on from my past relationships?? Yes and No, because I'm in a so confused state now where I can't tell the answer. What I know is, I can confirm! That the very angel that gonna care me will eventually fall and become another victim of Kent. So I'm gonna stop this, stop luring them to the trap.

Lost because trying to avoid

Hmm, these few days is already been real though to me. I just can't stop it. Is there anyone willingly tell me anyway, not just to make me smile, but makes me feel better. I can't stop dreaming, and hoping for things. I'm feeling empty. Don't compare to most of you, but I just feel this. Listening to loud songs, looking sad all the time, smoking and eating tonnes of strepsils. This is what I'm doing all the time. Moses, just tell me that this is the most emo phrase that he ever heard, but what can I do?? I need to stand up!! I need to wake up!! I need to forget!! I need a new life!!
Face reality and look ahead. Stop destroying myself and get myself clear, all the time!

Kent, looking towards reality.

Feeling of being annoyed...

Now I can really understand as the person who annoy anyone else.. I used to say that someone always annoy me or bugging me around until I can really fed up... I can't stop reflecting myself to my past, really.. I can't think of anyway, anymore to comfort myself and telling myself, 'It's alright!' or 'Daijobu!' Sighs, I really hope someone can tell me, truthfully. Sorry for those who I used to claim that they are annoying, and sorry for being annoying!!

Kent, signing off and stops blog from sometime.

Kent's vision

Hmm first of all, I'm not mentioning about the literally vision but the vision I can see in my mind. Hmm basically, what I can see is just plain white, nothing, not even a single colour in it. Where is the colour where I used to see?? Is there anything else that i can see?? Basically I think most of my readers now really don't understand what I'm trying to say. These few days I'm so indulge into metaphor-ing especially when comes to things that recently happened to me.

Signing off, and will get a good rest in my mind,
Kent

Just feel like blogging

Its almost 10pm here and I'm still sitting in one of the seats in the library. Sighs, anyone thinks that I'm a geek?? Nah!! I'm loitering around here since I don't feel like going home and since my friends need my help in their lab experiment report that I just finished earlier (because I spent my whole last week for it) but all my friend finishing everything in an hour or two. LOL Basically, I'm a dumb ass that aimed for the perfect only. But I'm pushing other subjects aside. I've done 15 assignments out 19 of this trimester already. Most of it already graded but I don't really get a good score which can leads me to get HD for this trimester. Another sighs for today. But, forget about getting HD already, I'll still get my ass to university eventually, just least 2 years, without failing any units. Hmm I just heard from some of my friends in Part2 Diploma(equivalent to first year uni), their lecturer said that its ok to fail a unit or two in that level, because its too intense course compared to the proper first year student is taking.

Kent,
Prepared to face failure in life. (Not all types though)

Time to ask myself

Kent, who are you actually? What can you actually can do in your life? When the hell you can stop procrastinate and do the things that are really meant for you to do? When are you going to decide to stop doing things that annoys people? Why are you so dumb? Why are you asking yourself questions?

Taylor Swift - You Belong With Me

Funny, wacky song by Taylor Swift.

Im ok =)

Im so so sorry for all those 'emo' post that i wrote cause i really having a bad time over here confused yet trying to get tough!! I'm ok now!! Officially announce!!
Hmm from now on, I'll just do my own stuff, and only do anything as long as anyone wished. AND never do anything without purpose..


Kent

Paranoia

Paranoia is a thought process categorized by excessive anxiety or fear often to the point of irrationality and delusion. Thinking positively and face the problem is an alternative way to solve paranoia problems. (Source: Wikipedia.org)

But in Kent's view, paranoia is just an optimistic view on something and sort of like the last impossible hope when a person is in grief. To solve it, get over it!

Btw everything above is just bullsh!t that I got no idea why its in my head now.

Kent

Stay Strong!!!

Hmm, I guess most of the reader of this blog will know who I'm mentioning here. Even for those who I just met in Australia, I told most of my friend about this best bro I'm having while I was in Malaysia. I just arrived home from my friend's house to discuss about assignments, and I just checked my best bro's blog. His condition is getting worst again. Sighs, why the fcuk the world wanna pledged him into this pain and misery!!!!
SERIOUSLY speaking, I really wished to fly all the way back now, pushing anything I'm having now aside and wanna have a talk with him, cause I know that I got a lot of things to tell him. And out of sudden, I think over all my foolishness that I've done and he had been pulling me out of the trouble numerously. He's one of my best buddy. And I really hoped that he's condition will only be better but not worst.
David, Stay Strong! I'm sure nobody is happy to see or hear that you are in hospital. So, get well soon!!

Plain White T's - 1,2,3,4

Haha a sweet song that I caught in youtube.

Things that in my mind, and my heart.

My mind is keep telling me that, 'Its your new life!!! Australia!! Breath in a better way, do better things, and stop procrastinating!'

To be honest, I got no idea why I typed all this out. Its just what I feel to tell. I just feel to tell something out but at the same time I got no idea where to start with. I guess I'll follow what my mind told me to do. I thought of going private but I guess I'll delete this post after this midnight.

Opps, sorry for the late deletion. Its better now, seriously..

Pain with =) in my face.

Special Thanks

Guess what?? I really have to say a very very thank you for Chia Ming, one of my best friend while I was studying in Penang. Recently, he wrote a post about Swine Flu, and today, just 2 hours ago, I had to do a simple presentation as a small practice for oral presentation. Inspired from what Chia Ming wrote on his blog, I did a presentation about Swine Flu and it went really well. Lol, under the resources list, its only written your blog link which everyone was fascinated with his post. Haha, I don't really hope my blog is posted up like this, but what I wanna say is, GOOD JOB man! And wish you good luck(I don't really know on what) but I just know that he's having a hectic time now.

Kent

Owned by laukong

Hmm.. It had been weeks already, coming to two months already to be exact, that I did't talked to lau kong. I just happened to see him online using his mobile, somehow, and then he was like telling me that he's dead.

Sort of like this:
Lau Kong: Lk is dead. Im his sister speaking.
Boon Kent: What the hell...?

Arghh, I totally buy it man! Sighs, just don't joke until this level la, cause all these days I already didn't hear any news but out of sudden this kind of thing. I did changed my personal message in my msn to 'What the hell is going on with you?' and I had a friend, asked me.

Okay sad things over, I wish you all the very best for your coming study at Nilai and hope that you will enjoy your very new life over there. AND! Remember to keep in touch so that I can hear more whether you met any 'interesting' friends or not. Haha..

Ohh yeah, another sad thing is, I can't make it to go back to Malaysia by this June. This is because that my parents wasn't around at Malaysia, so its quite 'pointless' for them to send me back but can't see me, that's what they said to me. But I really wished to go back!! Hmmm, that's not a bad thing also, Susan talked to me few days ago, and she told me that she might wanna plan to go Tassy during that break, and I really wish to see see also Haha.. If Jia Xian, happened to see this, remember to keep it in your mind, and I will tell you ONCE i confirmed it.

Kent

I Will Do It!!!!

I recently just found that I really lived too much with my past. I just can't change myself to a better person, in fact I'm just Boon Kent, still the same, the ass that always walk around with a dulan face and as if I don't give a damn to anyone I see. Even though I'm not, but it had became my nature already.
Argh, I had decided!! FROM TODAY!! MY year 2009 RESOLUTION!! (I know its late, but still I feel like doing this!)

1) Change my ASSHOLE attitude to a better one. AND practice to give 'game face' everyday and stop saying bullsh!t things which might make people feel bad.
2) Appearance. I'm just sick of my things around me, and I will do something with it.
3) Get a part time job. (Next trimester onwards)
4) Know what I want in my life. (Just a weird thinking that I have, which I think I'm not practicing all the time)
5) Learn an additional language but still study comes first.

Kent

Sydney Road Trip <-- Best thing ever!

First of all, I would like to thank Malcolm Teo for the planing, driving, fun idea, and etc. I don't think it'll be fun without you around in this trip. Then, sorry to my parents that I really went to Sydney although you keep on advice me not to go. By the way, I did go to Sydney and NO REGRETS at all! Those who came along are Susan, Huyen, Caryn, Mandy and of course Malcolm. Yea, there are six of us in the car, but still we managed to go to Sydney safe and comfortably.

Nothing much really happens until Friday, the very first day we started our half way journey after a rest in some hotel. Mandy suggested to play some game in car. Which we have to act as an animal when you lost. I thought I'm lucky at first until I really lost and I have to become a monkey, then a wood pecker! Lol, you know what, the driver, Malcolm also have to play along! The vids of every animal in the trip is in Malcolm's camera, can't wait to watch it.

Once reached Sydney, Malcolm brought us to meet his friend, Erica which tours us around Sydney all the time. We had Korean for dinner then walked along chinatown. It looked a little bit like Petaling Street in KL anyway, except everyone are speaking chinese and people are much more friendly.

The next morning, we went to fish market! What I can say is, awesome!! This place is superb! We ate some fresh, nice and cheap seafood once we reached there. Later the afternoon, we went to Paddy Market near chinatown to shop shop but we end up taking pictures around. As for dinner, we head to Darling Harbor and thought of going to Hurricane, a famous place to have dinner, but too bad, the queue was too long and we went to pancake on the rock. It looked similar to pancake palour in Melbourne. The rest of the night we went back to the penthouse and played drinking game till midnight. Can't believe that we did multi language name calling this time lol. Got malay, hokkien/fujian then, ChiKamKo!, penguin in Vietnamese, dunno what fish names when playing with chinese names, where I lost all the time! Lol!

Sydney Opera House and Sydney Harbor Bridge! We went there the next day and took a lot of pictures especially Mandy said that she wants to take at least 200 picture that day! We took a super fast boat ride at there, 'drank' a lot of water and experienced, and many new things there. Saw bunch of naked people on one of the beach also LOL!! Too bad I didn't wear my glasses and can't see anything at all. xD Everyone was wet after the ride. Malcolm offered Susan his cloths since Susan was wearing a white shirt that time. Then, when Malcolm tried to wear Susan's shirt I laughed like hell LOL LOL LOL, he was so SEXY!! Nice body, Malcolm, even Susan was so prepared with her camera to take pics but too bad didn't. After that, we went to Bondi Beach, a famous beach in Sydney and have a 'walk'. After some time, Malcolm whispered "Eh, Susan, Susan." We made Susan lie down on the beach and 'buried' her! Lol by that time, everyone was wearing jeans and normal wear as if walking around the city. Malcolm and I later, run and carry Susan (yea again lol), Huyen, and Caryn to the sea! We can't stop laughing when everyone was wet and caught sands all around their body and their shirt. Once we reached back our place, we went to the swimming pool for a swim! Yeah some of you are thinking what I can do there cause I don't know how to swim at all! Susan and Huyen was trying to help me with swimming! Learned a little bit things but still can't swim! I will learn one day!! Btw the swimming pool over there are cool! Really hard to describe unless you at the place yourself! The night we went for a Thai cuisine and then to Sydney Opera House again for a night view. Then finally returned to the penthouse and rest since everyone are really tired already. Once we reached the penthouse we found that we left our room keys inside! Thanks to Mandy and Malcolm to call, talk and find ways to settle the problem. The rest of us were sitting on the couch at the lobby and took a nap.

Next day, Susan and Huyen told us that they will stay at Sydney awhile longer and stay with Huyen's uncle's place. So only four of us went back to Melbourne. During journey we stopped by some village for our lunch. To be honest, quite spooky leh, imagine its quiet and no people all the time, then enter an old wooden tavern and an old woman served us. Then Mandy added, "What if our chicken pie is not made of chicken" lol. The place and settings really look like watching House of Wax leh! On the way, Mandy was too exhausted and didn't feel so well. Hope she's better right now.

Well, this is my trip and definately looking forward for another one, the next time, I have to make sure that Ken joined us and had this fun together!

Wishes to my bros

I'll start of with my very first bro, lau kong.
Dude, you really didn't contact to me at all already leh, What's up? What happened since I left? Am I gonna see the same things again?? Well, to tell you, I'm doing fine here, not offended anyone yet, so far, but maybe will.. No worries, bro =x

As for the second one, David.
Honestly speaking I really feel so sorry that I might had say something real bad to you on the msn that day, but still, what I wanna mean is.. 'David, take care, and make sure you are perfectly alright after this treatment, cause I can't imagine I'm looking at you with all your conditions that you wrote at your blog.
Well, another thing, this you may ignore but I still feel like tell you. I made some friend from psychology stream, and I did explain your situation to that friend. Well, she said that you are just miserable, in fact, too miserable about things that happened to you. Nobody can really help you in this but the fact is, you will drag some other people along with you. I don't mean that you have to isolate yourself or what. But the one and only solution is yourself. This is what they called 'stress' in their book. Think positive, and look ahead, seek aim, and some other thing. Once again you can treat just ignore paragraph, but I just wanna tell you that I still care about you bro, just you.

Readers, I know the above might sound so wrong but in fact, you never imagine what crazy things that we really done before. So, readers, ignore or read it to understand my feelings now, that's your choice

Exams!

Well exams is coming real soon, gotta pumped up my brain and pay my real effort and show everyone that I'm not a douche that dumb and useless in my life! I might seem to ignore everything in my life but I'm actually still watching it and noticing people around me all the time =)

My way of life over here.

I'll be talking to myself lately. Keep on asking myself, 'Am I belong to this place?' Sighs, things are not moving quite well lately, throughout the boring weekends, I tried to do my homework and assignments. Why would I freeze there and stare at my work for hours? I got no idea what to type anymore, my brain just can't fill with those magnificent ideas to express in the class anymore. My brain just keep on thinking of the question. Why? Why?? Probably I'm talking to myself again here.

By the way, dear readers, just ignore this post, cause I really wanna express it out so that I can really bring myself back, to continue study as an engineer.

Kent

Turning Private

Reasons? No idea, just to avoid things and seriously not in mood after so many stuff happened, what I can say is bad days.

Current things xP

Well that’s it I guess, Hmm for pictures?? I’ll upload ‘em to my facebook, because uploading in blog is quite slow and I only have limited time to get into the internet (as my housemate don’t have a router yet and we are dividing time to use the internet). I guess I won’t be blogging soon, because I looked the unit outline for this trimester, and I saw a lot of assignments are coming! Just before I end everything here, I can’t get my ass back by this year, because I gotta finish 5 trimester in 2 years time, each year only can have 3 trimesters. I’ll be taking 3 trimesters this year, and 2 trimesters next year. My ‘long’ break starts on October ’10 till February ’11. This is just a planned for everything went well. I’m quite down actually, after knowing this (and I don’t feel like telling it out). Unless there is a very special case if everything went ‘too well’, which if I got a High Distinction in average from my Diploma Part 1, then I can skip Diploma Part 2 and get enrolled into university by February ’10, which means by this year October till next year’s February I can have my ‘long’ break! I’ll see what will happen, and of course I wanna return to Malaysia by this year (due to some reason) no matter what! So, I hope that I can ‘mugging’ (a Singlish word introduced by the Singaporeans which means studying till like a nerd)
Hmm, just now, I went to change my telco service from Optus, to ‘3’. Well, obviously ‘3’ is far better then Optus (from my point of view) cause they gave me 2 sim cards, each functioned properly but the new one are mainly to get on9. Yes, I’m still using my ealier phone number which some of you might know. Besides sim card, I got a new phone! Weee.. Lol, have to carry 2 phones around d, must ask that 2 soldier(ken and malcolm) to walk with me d lol.

Studies =.=

About my studies?? What the hell, no one can imagine this. My first lesson for my Learning Studies class is to fold a paper plane! My computing for engineering’s outline for this trimester is playing with Microsoft Office. My mathematics for engineering is studying about factorisation of polynomials. My chemistry, still talking about periodic table, not even touches about naming of chemicals. Physics’ lecturer is a bulls**t, talks damn strict and he’s talking using a French accent, which damn freaking hard to understand him (opps, a bit over reacting, hope nobody complains!). Looks like I gotta work extra hard for these stuff again. =/

New Friends =)

I made some friend throughout the orientation, some of are funny, some are cool, and some are very ‘open’ too. The most frequent question since day one of the orientation, ‘Do you have a girlfriend?’ and the most frequent advice is ‘Having a relationship here is fun.’ I was like, SWT!! Lol, especially a 20 year old girl from Korea, and now a citizenship of Australia, Brianna and she keep on ask the above 2 question, all the time. She’s quite funny and friendly, she even asked me ‘Which girl do you think is hot? I’ll approach them and introduce you along.’ Lol! Besides her, I met a lot of Singaporean friend; they are much older than me because they gotta do National Service for 2 years after their junior college. Among them are Ken (yea can’t believe got someone’s preferred name same as I do), Malcolm, Imp, and some few more, I didn’t see them since orientation cause they are studying in another campus at Caulfield. That Ken and Malcolm are friends since their high school and this 2 buggers, lol keep on say that I’m a player (I really looked like a player meh *curious*) Also, I met some Malaysian friend along, but I didn’t talked to them much, except for one kiddie girl, Caryn, (lol don’t hit me after u read this), that I met her during trip to the city. And she’s from Penang! And so coincidence she’s once a classmate with Jay Wyn while they were in high school. She’s really funny, and also easy to bully xP (lol joking) but she’s nice and good, too bad she’s not studying the same course as me, if not I can bully her more lol. In my class, there are only seven of us and none of us are domestic student. By the way, I’m the only god damned failure that gotta hit restart button in my life studying all these again (shit boonkent you are god damned loser!).

Mistakes =x

There were a lot mistakes I made since I came to Australia. Lol, the very first is about my public transport card. I bought a full day card to zone1+2 which costed me 10bucks and took the train. Later when I get into the bus, I thought that I need to buy another ticket, which costs another 4bucks. Lol, later only I knew that that 10bucks card, actually can be used in the bus also. Wasted!! Besides that, a very terribly big mistake I made is my accommodation now. This places sucks man! Its dirty (ants are crawling everywhere except my room *luckily*), the kitchen is always not clean (I can’t cook!), and this housemate never let me to use the dryer by giving the reason that it uses a lot electricity (however I did regret after I used the dryer, 2 of my clothes are damaged, just the colour faded and some patterns on it, peeled off). But I guess I still can bare this condition and wait till my tenant’s bond is over, then I’ll grab my cash, and run to another place to live.

My Journey xD

Hey guys, well, this is the very first blog I post since I got to Australia. Yeah, I arrived safe and sound. Nothing much happened to me, just bit busy and tough for me to go through all this all alone.

Firstly, when I reached Melbourne, it was already 10, at local time. At 10 in the night, everything is closed, and there’s a curfew for me to get into an accommodation quickly. Funny thing comes when the very first person called my name. He’s the guy who should be picking me up from airport to my hotel. That guy keep on say, ’Are you burnt??’ to me, and of cause I answered, ’Hell no!’ Lol then I started to tell that I’m Kent, and then he was laughing like hell, that he’s actually calling my middle name, Boon. Lame! Since then I insist everyone call me Kent, and I will never tell anyone my middle name, except for those who can actually pronounce it correctly.

After struggling, walking cluelessly around the airport, I’ve arrived to the hotel, which located at South Yarra, around 10mins drive from city. It’s a small hotel, will only provide rooms with bed, that’s it and its god damn expensive (almost 100bucks per night!). Toilet and bathroom are shared lazy me when comes to an emergency =.= . However, people over there are friendly, I mean real friendly! When I passed by anyone, anyone, no matter what age or gender or whatever, they’ll greet you, and even when I’m having breakfast at a dining hall, the people nearby approached me and have a chat with me.

Meanwhile I’m staying in that hotel. I have to take trains and bus all the way to Clayton and get into the campus. Total journey took me around 40mins to get there(just to let you understand how far it is) and within 3days, I gotta find a permanent accommodation, establish a bank account, get a Telco service, get enrolled, get OSHC card, get tax file number, order ladtop and etc. *sighs* all these by myself. Man, I never took such hard decisions in my life at all. Well, well, I guess everything is over, and things gotta be settled soon. Every time I went to university, I visited the same counter at the Student Service Centre, and I can see them knocking their forehead every time I fire them a question. (because I should be able to understand everything before I actually came to Australia. My gosh, how can I know the ways to rent a place just by myself, how can I understand the way through the campus, and how can get to the rental places with only the address, all without phone number and internet connection!)

A tag from Jua =D

1. The person who tag/pass you is?
Juanita a.k.a PiggyJua lol

2. Your relationship with her/him is?
Friends =) yea I said it out...

3. Your five impression of her/him?
Slim?? Hmmmm
Good in asking ppl not to think so much!!
Family Girl (definately!!)
Wishing Freak!! Sorry but gotta say this..!
She's cute =x

4. The most memorable thing she/he had done for you?
Hmm... Breakfast @ McD early in the morning ordering Hot Cakes w/o sausage and coffee....

5. The most memorable thing she/he had said to you?
'Actually I'm in Ipoh now.', by Jua

6. If she/he become your lover you will?
'What do you think?', by Bk

7. If she/he become your lover, thing she/he has to improve on will be?
Your driving?? Cause you haven't fetch me before!!

8. If she/he become your enemy, you will?
Geram!! But later....? Dunno =D

9. If she/he become your enemy, the reason will be?
Not telling me whenever you came to Ipoh.

10. The most desired thing you want to do for her/him now is?
Pray hard for her, so that she can get to an university A.S.A.P and wishes her study hard!!

11. Your overall impression of her/him is?
She's great!!!

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
I'm sucks being a person in wherever you see. (Well I'm still working in this)

13. The characters you love of yourself are
I'm Boon Kent....?

14. On the contrary, the character you hate yourself are?
Never think straight.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
Sombody succesful in their life??

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them...
Thanks for being around with me so much that I really can't repay it with my life.. Just thanks, for the advices, talks, ideas, and time......

17. Tag 10 other people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
David
Lk
Jua
Ashvinii
Chia Ming
Puven
Suet Yeng
Nicholas Lee
Jay Wyn
Marian

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
He?? Dunno laaa i didn't talk much with him..

19. Is no.9 is a male or female?
Male

20. If number 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Lol Same gender neh...

21. What is no.2 studying about?
Now seeking jobs, while finding info bout further studies in local for engineering courses (Mechatronics, I guess)

22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Just... A moment ago, telling me that she's hot and wanna put ice in her pajamus. Lol xD somebody is so gonna kill me ><

23. What kind of music does no. 8 like?
Techno, Rock, Surprisingly Chinese songs... Basically anything la... But a no no to Metal

24. Does no.1 have any siblings?
Nope

25. Will you woo no.3?
Argh not this question again... I will..

26. How about number 7?
Lol this, certainly WON'T

27. Is no. 4 single?
Yeah, I guess..?

28. What is the surname of no.5?
Low.. Low.. Low..

29. What’s the hobby of no.10?
Recently found fish spa x.X

30. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
Yes, they do...? Seldom talk much lor...

31. Where is no.2 studying at?
Refer q.21

32. Talk something casually about no.1?
Good luck in your exams!! And you better make sure you get enroll into Degree courses

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.6?
No gay-ing around ><

34. Where does no.9 live at?
Currently, no idea, cause he's already studying in UTAR, KL.
His own house is at Sg. Ara =/

35. What colour does no.4 like?
Pink!! Her room is pink...

36. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
Hmm nope, but I guess they can..?

37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
He's not!! But he's a nice person.

38. What is no.6 doing now?
No idea anyone in the list is doing now, maybe all of them sleeping??

Im back xD

Yea.. Surprisingly.. I'm back.. I wont upload photos now la... Cause I'm lazy.. lol.. I had been disappear for a month d lu.. lol what a busy month...

At first, my bday xD 2 of my bro came to my house 1st n get not one but TWO cakes... hmm for what?? swt... "Be a man" and "Do the right thing" thats what it written on both of the cakes... Before we went to cake cutting part, we went to dinner at MP steamboat buffet just makan makan la... The food there is ok ok only la actually but sure end up full like hell... Puven and Wengsum attended and always got screwed by David lol.. AikKwan and AikJun bros came too and lol they are really gay.. After the dinner everyone spectates.. Puven's driving.. Hey stop driving like this la, u r not in Need for Speed anymore.. Later in the night everyone stayed in my house and play mahjong, drink drink, play play.. Dunno la.. Yeah and the following week, I'd end up fall sick and new year eve?? I stayed in my house doing nothing and sleep throughout the day...

Ok after this day.. ChiaMing and ChangTai came to Ipoh after their visit to KL's education fair.. Lol enjoyed?? Just visit ChiaMing's Blog to know more =P

Meanwhile, I finally got my decision on my further studies... I decided Monash now.. Which is in Clayton, Melbourne.. Well, I'll be doing diploma year now.. and since my TER is bad and I have to do both Part 1 and 2 of Diploma now.. Sigh why I'm so stupid.. After diploma, I will be doing Degree in Chemical Engineering.. Which is another conditional offer where I have to obtain 70% average of Diploma Part 2. Sigh, maybe I think abit too much for now.. But I really wish to be a Chemical Engineer. Well, friends whether you are from Ipoh, or Penang... I'm departing on 11th of Febuarary.. So, miss you all!! And I'd sure be back next year or something, so keep i touch thru internet yea!!

Then I went to Penang!! Visit all my penang friends, I met Ashvinii, Thani, ChiaMing, ChangTai, ShinJuey, Marian and with me was my bros LauKong and David.. We went to Queensbay.. Hmm shopping?? Suprisingly, fishspa and then watched a very nice movie, Australia..

Shopping xD This is the most expensive shopping I'd ever made, I spent almost RM3000 just for some cloths only!! The most are the cloths that I have to strip off the doll to get the correct size lol... It cost almost 700bucks ><
Then few days later, I decided to order a phone from my parent's friend. I eventually bought a Nokia E71 White which costs RM1500 lol What a happy day.. But it end up the memory card is bad quality one, I'll buy a new one later after cny..

Well so fast... Xing Nian Lai lu!!!! Its Chinese New Year...! Well, nothing much la this year... But what I know is, this cny is the least sleep cny in my life lol... At cny eve, I went to Winson's house with JiaXian along, meeting few of Winson's classmates which are his "family members" at mamak.. Sorry that I forgot their name though.. Lol..
Then on the 1st day and the 2nd day of cny everything went normal... Until the 2nd day's night!! She suddenly told me that she reached Ipoh!! Wow!! I was so excited!! That seriously i barely able to stop laughing at all!! Weeee but she cant go out for the night, so we decided to wake early for the next morning again ^^ like last time... We went to McD staying at the parking lot for hours camwhoring, doing nothing lol.. Then we went to Lost World of Tambun, lol just have a look, and took some pictures again... lol believe me, this is the best momment in the whole chinese new year.... Then on the night also.. I didnt sleep much and end up next day like zombie lol... There is once i almost X.x again.. I slept while driving! My eye was almost closed due to lack of sleep, luckily its alright, nothing happened... =)

So well, this is what happened to me throughout the month, and i believe that I will take some time longer to update my blog again since I'm quite busying packing my stuff to Australia and when I reached there, I have to look for permanent accomodations first then only i can order my own ladtop, before getting on9 i have to make sure that i have a proper internet connection then only i can update myself thru blogging... But i can still get on9 by msn, plurk, and even read some blogs through my phone.. Most likely I will be like missing for a month then only i will back in contact.. Btw.. Upon reach Australia... I will call some ppl at Malaysia.. So make sure your phone is on and have some credits too =P my family, my bros, and you...